Lyndell who is now a chef in Houston admitted to cheating on Beyoncé because he couldn’t wait until marriage to have sex. He claims that Bey didn’t believe in it due to her Christian upbringing.
The two dated for nine years and were even planning a beach wedding
until he couldn’t keep his d*ck in his pants. I know he wakes up
everyday trying to figure out how he screwed that one up. He lost the
biggest star since Michael Jackson, had her in the palms of his hands.
OUCH!
But now she is in Jay-Z hands and thank God for that because he has
helped her become the woman she is today! I do wonder what Bey would
have been like if she was married to someone regular. She probably
would still be with Destiny’s Child and not living up to her full
potential. Who knows? But what we do know Lyndell is crying over
spilled milk. Check out excepts from his exclusive interview with the Sun below……From the first time I saw Beyonce I couldn’t take my eyes off of her. She looked like an angel, the most beautiful girl I’d ever seen. We’d hang out after school and almost every night we’d fall asleep talking to each other on the phone.
Some of our most fun times was when I watched Beyonce, her sister Solange and Kelly performing dance routines. So while I had no idea how good her voice was back then, I certainly knew she could move.
Beyonce was the love of my life and I was hers, so losing her is still my biggest regret. She would say to me all the time, ‘I’m afraid to ever live my life without you Lyndall, I want you to be mine for ever’.
I’ll be honest — it was me that messed everything up and lost her for ever to Jay Z, but I deserved it.
Who cheats on a woman as beautiful as Beyonce? Well, I am that man and it’s something that’ll always haunt me.
It was just after Beyonce’s 15th birthday. I surprised her with Brian McKnight concert tickets and it happened that night. I had got popcorn and as we were sitting in our seats I dropped it. As we both went down to grab it we bumped heads, and locked into our first kiss.
We both just looked at each other realizing there was this incredible spark of fireworks between us. It was that fairytale kiss you only hear about in the movies. That was the first feeling of true love between me and Beyonce. Still, to this day, I’ve never had another kiss as passionate as that one.Then he begins reminiscing about his insecurities:
The bigger star she became, the more I didn’t think I was good enough. One night, when she was out of town, I went to a bar with friends and ended up sleeping with another woman. Over the course of a few years I cheated on her about five times, but I never told her until after we broke up.
She was such a great girl who cared about me deeply, she even wrote her hit Dangerously in Love while we were together. That’s how in love we were back then. Initially my intention was to take a break from our relationship so I could go to culinary school and make a name for myself. But when I headed to Austin to do the course she quickly moved on with her own life.Realizing he had the best thing and will never get her back he ends it with:
Once she began dating Jay Z, I knew we were doomed and I could never win her back. But I know that no matter what, she will always love me. I will always wonder ‘What if?’ and, given all we shared, I’m sure a part of her must feel the same way.
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